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[28 May 2005|11:52pm] |
hmmm so last weekend was awesome, let me tell you. It rained the Saturday after the bonfire, sooo we went on a mission. Dan and Steve went to the island for beer while Danno and i tried to locate a drinking location. My parents were out, and we ended up hanging out in my garage. It was nice :) Steve is MY soul mate by the way. We went in Danny's hot tub. It was boiling us alive, but fun none the less. Uhm.. Steve walked me home a little after 1..
That Sunday Jacks dropped Danno and i off at Steve's. Dan showed up. we shmoked a wee bit, steve got drunk tehe.. we ate a ton of cereal :) then Dan and i watched cartoons. Jacks picked Danno and i up, dropped him off, then i ended up at Tony's graduation party. It was lovely.. Tony walks out with a yuengling, so i was like "is that for me?!" (sarcasm) then he gave it to me :) Um met Tony's family, saw some of the guys, ate stuffed shells and chicken parm! Then Tony convinced miss Jaclyn and i to do shots.. blah blah blah more beer, then home.
No school this week, miss EVERYONE
Friday i waited for like 6 hours to get beer haha. lotsa running back and forth from the island to my house with the ladies. We had THREE different kinds of nuts by the way. Also a long random video game conversation. Hmm, i got kissed on the cheek/forehead by just about everyone there :) and not just once mind you. Marie likes to draw attention to me while i'm making out. I think i prolonged us leaving for like an hour. Dan walked us home close to one. Nessa had to go home :( Marie and i snuck into my house.. using the front door? We continued last weeks random sayings:
Marie: i keep saying cunt!
Me: Marie that's the first time i've heard you say it all day
it's also much to hard to say sausage fest 5 times fast...
Hmm walked Marie home after breakfast.. showered, waited for Steve, and then walked to Danno's. Watched some scarface, amanda fintak and chris fisher were there too.. that's it i'm finishing this later.
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[20 May 2005|11:38pm] |
I'm going to write in this before it all becomes a blurry hangover... Well Steve said he was coming over at 6:17.. Josh said 6:16.. They were both late haha. Anyway uhm.. we got Marie, and i love her. Really. I'm glad she was there. I think it's so funny how we laugh at eachothers stupid random shit.. uhm i hope i remember the random things we said. This is taking so long to type. Rawr any who.. We went to the "island" hahaha, so fun.. i hope we do the same shit tomorrow. I went home real quick to get my jack from jacks, and met danno and marie at dan's.. rofl his mom gave us a thing of chicken, and NAPKINS.. that came in handy because marie had to pee. she showed me an awesome way to not pee on yourself. Idk we were drinking beer.. I gave Shane some money, and he eventually came back with marshmellows... so good. Ugh i can't even explain how amazing tonight was.
Alright when i said how amazing it was i remembered talking to Josh.. We had so much fun the entire night. Really, it was like how we used to be? Then we had this serious discussion before we left. It made me want to cry, he always makes me want to cry. I never know when to trust him anymore. He can be really straightforward, but then i feel like he's just trying to comfort me.. I don't know.. I like kissing him and eating marshmellows, regardless of us being sticky and marshmellow-ee. I hope he got home alright. He seemed straight, but i worry.. About Steve too.
Anyway tonight was good.. i'm hoping for some sort of repeat tomorrow, or eventually. Next time i want it to involve Miss Emily Sedita who left before i got ther >:o!
p.s. Gunther, Josh, Marie, Steve, Danno, Dan, Shane, Ty, and Matt are goooood people
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[12 May 2005|01:58pm] |
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Alright so i haven't been in school since Thursday (may 5,) i went to work the day after that, and that saturday... I felt so awful, but then i went and hung out at Tony's.. Woke up on mother's day with a fever, and i've had one since then.
I finally went to the Doctors yesterday.. There's something wrong with my kidneys. I guess you can get it from strep throat, but they don't know if that's what i got it from. They did a blood test yesterday, and then my mom woke me up really early to go to a lab and get more blood work done this morning.If my blood pressure gets high i have to go to the hospital. I'm really fucking scared. If my kidneys shut down i'll need a new one. I start crying whenever i talk about this.. damnit. I just thought i'd let everyone know what was going on.
I miss seeing everyone. My friends mean the world to me, and you guys know it. i probably can't go to formal now, so... either take a ton of pictures or stop by looking purdy :)
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[04 Apr 2005|07:48pm] |
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I feel like i have all the time in the world, but it goes by so quickly.
I went to Josh's house Saturday, Sunday, and my sister took us to the mall today... I'm surprised my dad let me. Maybe it's because i didn't ask him. Anyway, it was fun. We planned on watching the Godfather Saturday, but we didn't get around to it... Then my mom brought me over there to watch it on Sunday. We missed most of the movie, but i've seen it so many times. I really like Josh's mom. She's adorable :) Any who the mall was fun. Jackie picked me up from school, and Josh was at home. I don't think i'll ever make him go into "girly" stores again no matter how feminine i think he is <3
Jacks and i went to Pontillos to switch cars with my brother, but he ended up just sticking with my dad's. I shared some mozzarella sticks with Jackie, and on our way home we saw this god awful car my dad was fixing up on the side of the road. We drove around to find my dad, and he was already houses away from ours... We laughed at him for awhile, but we picked him up, got gas, and picked up the car. Goooood times, if you were you'd have laughed at my dad too. No, we're just jerks haha.
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| Everyone loves wind pants :) |
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stevestanleybrew: They're NOT windpants
Auto response from HardRockHunnie: brb
stevestanleybrew: absolutely not
stevestanleybrew: Wind pants are sweet
Auto response from HardRockHunnie: wind pants are sweet
stevestanleybrew: But let me say this...the pants I wore today...I concluded....Are CARGO PANTS...not wind pants
stevestanleybrew: And you didn't even touch em so you wouldn't no
stevestanleybrew: They had a freakin zipper
stevestanleybrew: you fool
stevestanleybrew signed off at 4:59:36 PM.
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Auto response from HardRockHunnie: wind pants are sweet
yeah RIOTS: hahahahahahah wind pants!!
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TPenny47: hehehe
Auto response from HardRockHunnie: wind pants are sweet
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WideEyedNwasted6: lmfaaao
Auto response from HardRockHunnie: wind pants are sweet
WideEyedNwasted6: he was on my after school bus and me and petey couldnt stop laughing at him
WideEyedNwasted6: ill tell you all about it tomorrow
Don't even tell me wind pants aren't sweet.
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Happy St. Patrick's Day.
Anyway, school was alright. Brianna, Erika, and i ran around the high school for awhile. Um.. saw Corey :) Art was peachy as always. English was boring, and my class is full of retards (just ask Amanda.) Sat with the gals in lunch, and we all had brownies. After that i saw Josh. Went to math... Then i went to the bus, Vanessa and i sat together since she's a tramp and i love it. She convinced everyone i'm easy, and that's that.
I just got home a little while ago. Dave Huurman dropped me off. We drove around with Nick and Dave (Sutten?) Then we dropped them off at Dave's house, and we decided to see a movie. We ended up seeing "Hide n' Seek" it was the only think playing at 5... I liked it though, but it was probably because i like Deniro so much. Not that it would have been unbearable with out him. It wasn't scary... I jumped a lot though. I hate that because i know something is going to happen, but it still scares the hell out of me.
peeeace out
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| wow do i suck at updating |
[04 Dec 2004|02:27pm] |
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Alright, so now i'm on myspace. I've had it awhile, but never bother to add ppl. I have a whole 31 friends while everyone else has like 763407634764. Well whateva. Thanks to those of you who added me. If you haven't i'd be much obliged. Um, does anyone else have the problem of creepy old people wanting to be added as friends?
Oh yeah, my grandpa gave me a ton of my uncle Chris's old stuff. (he passed away before i was born) I have an equalizer, a new cd player, and a tape player. It's all extremely fancy looking, and i don't know what to do with it. There is about 60 different wires. I figured out how to hook up the cd player to my amp, and it's insanely loud. It's peeeimp, but i need some help with it.
I want to write a children's book. I already have an idea for it. I'd like to illustrate it aswell. I think it would be amazing to have children all over the world own a copy of something i wrote. I don't know, maybe it's a silly idea...
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[25 Nov 2004|08:04pm] |
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Alright i'm on my grampa's lap top... We had dinner here at there new place on the lake. It was sooo good, but i'm about to throw up. Hahaha guess who now owns a chess set? I'll never play though. I mean no one i know knows how to play. I think we're going home soon.
By the way my mother forgot to send the check to time warner so i have no internet whatsoever. I guess i'll write again eventually though, and since i have no way of making plans other than the tellie.
CALL! 594-0077 :) i'm busy tomorrow though... work and such.
p.s. is anyone interested in seeing Bridgette Jones?
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[12 Nov 2004|02:29pm] |
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I haven't been going online to much lately. Just coming home and then falling asleep.
Now i'm sick though. I have a nasty cough... I didn't go to school Wednesday, or Today. (Thursay was Veteran's day, so i don't think anyone went) I've been inhaling cough drops, and medicine though, so i should be fine next week.
I'm working tonight. I thought i wouldn't have to since i worked Friday and Saturday last week. Oh well, it's money... i guess. No work tomorrow though :D
Tomorrow is Jeff's Birthday! I miss him :(
How do you like my rambling?
p.s. Happy Birthday Corey
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| I just want a lover like any other. What do i get? |
[01 Nov 2004|04:53pm] |
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I was supposed to go with Amanda and everyone else yesterday, but i called her and no one answered. Idk I made the effort to call though...twice. I guess they saw me at the plaza and got pissed. My mom was at IGA, and i didn't go in... it's not like i spent my day there. I think everything is straightened out now.
Lastnight night TJ rode his mom's bike 9.9 miles to my house. Then we trick or treated for about an hour and a half. It was pretty cool, and we ran into a few people we knew... Danny Farrel, Marie Mancuso, and Jon Bertalone. We stopped at Melissa's for about two seconds. I guess some girl who tried to stab TJ was there, and he didn't want to stay, so i hugged Shelby and left. I have to say we got quite a lot of candy, and that's sweet. Anywho my dad drove TJ home when we got back to my hizzle so he wouldn't have to go in the dark, and that's how we found out how far it was. Alright so even though i wasn't with the girls... it was sweet.
Saturday my cousin and his wife had there annual halloween party. It didn't compare to last two parties. Oh well...
Friday i had to work... it was alright. Mary was catering, so i didn't get yelled at. Steve Brew was in Buffalo though, so it was kind of boring.
My stomach is killing me... i ate so much candy :[
My entry is sort of backwards, so i hope it's not confusing.
The------OfFate: i was cleaning out my buddy list and i saw hardrockhunnie, and hardrockfox and i was like damn...where's jeanna, she is a fox
I love Jeremy, and the screen names i made in like the fourth grade :)
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| All the cool kids go to K Mart. |
[28 Oct 2004|09:56pm] |
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Alright so Brianna, Amanda, and i were going to do a group costume. Then Bri and i went to K Mart tonight. We couldn't find anything. We Saw Chris Fisher and his little sister. Then we saw Bub, Gabe, Frank, and Fiege. Um... so we looked around at the Christmas trees, and got scared by a dancing Santa and snowmen. Then we went to Wegmans. I got big fake eye lashes, chapstick, and spray on glitter. It's a start. I really wanted to be a bunny :( I guess i'm wearing something i bought awhile ago, and never wore. I guess you'll have to wait and see what it is. Bri and i took the cookies for little kids. You know you would too. They're so good. Oh i also got a pumpkin. Brianna and my mom helped pick it out. :D
Auto response from steve-------brew: Ever see a typical Britaney Spears outfit? Very tight yes? Well picture Steve trying to fit into something just as tight, if not tighter. Yeah, I'm trying on my halloween costume.
Hahaha what a loser!
Just kidding :) he's to cute.
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[23 Oct 2004|07:58pm] |
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I went to Melissa's Thursday, and it was insane. We hung out for awhile. Then Taryn was going to fight Lisa, but when it came time she didn't fight back. Supposedly her nose might be broken? There were a lot of people there. Even Jim, Chris, and Lonnie... weird. Keith was there too, and he gave me a kiss on the cheek. Shrek gave Chet a new tattoo, and i dried the stencil thing on his arm. He's pretty funny. The cops came because of the fight, and then i went home.
Oh yeah, i might be getting braces. How lame... I guess i'll only need them for a year or so though.
WideEyedNwasted*: *you with head gear and a lisp* "hi shteve"
You know, things have been going alright lately though. I have a wee bit of a crush on Steve Brew. I like poking him at work.
steve*******brew: :-*
My dad put my aunts old furniture in my room. I don't really like it, but i didn't have a bed frame, dresser, or anything for that matter.
i am now addicted to yahoo pool.
Alright i'm out.
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[18 Oct 2004|05:37pm] |
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Alright this is my new livejournal ladies and gents. It's going to be semi friends only, so you might aswell add it. Add me, comment, and i'll add you back. (I've already added everyone from the friends list of my other journal.)
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